this morning was a "certain day"...the word of the Lord for Living Water in 2010 is "expect an encounter" with the scripture in Luke that says "and the power of the Lord was present to heal THAT DAY." on a certain day. i got the pleasure and joy and opprotunity to pray for a few of our jr high and high school girls on the last morning of being together as a group for the UG conference this weekend....and after all the prayer and ministry, as i reflected on it all, i realized that all the girls that i got to intercede for and minister to were all going through things that are my story too and were people i could humbly relate to. its amazing how god brings people into our lives like this.
One of the three came to pray for her broken, hurting, lost family....thats me too Lord.
One of the three came to pray for power to step out, to stop letting the devil lie to her that she doesnt belong, that she is insignificant, that she doesnt have a purpose or a destiny...thats WAS me too Lord.
One of the three came to pray OUT strongholds in her life with the truth in james that says "confess your sins to eachother and you will be healed..." thats me too Lord.
I'm just in awe and amazed at how Jesus has COMPLETELY and fully and wholly transformed my life. He set me apart and called me by name; pulled me out the slimy pit of my hopelessness and sin and set my feet upon THE rock (jesus). the hurts that i caused upon myself...healed up. even the things i coulnt control that happened to me...healed up. the things we couldnt do in 30 years no matter how hard id try, he has done in an instant in my heart. you want to be whole, BAM, whole Aimee. Its not magic, its not spooky, its the holy sacred blood of Jesus that was spilled for me and you on the Cross by a perfect savior. His word is true. my sin was scarlet red on my life and he has made it white as snow. thats how much he values us, he gave it all up. he took up our imfirmities, he took on sin and dealt with death so i wouldnt have to. and when i asked, i recieved.
Never thought i could have a healthy relationship with my earthly father...one that longed for, one without grudges, hurt, and pain. 11 months ago Jesus brought reconciliation to me and my daddy and i wake up everyday with a transformed view of my God. thank you jesus. i wake up everyday with a great, honest, open, close relationship with my daddy.
Never thought i could have a marriage. never taught how to do it the right way.... divorce lied to me and told me i could never have a healthy successfull relationship.....so scared of it. vowed i wouldnt get married til i was 28. and here i am 21 years old with an amazing gift in my life called Zach Charnock who will be my husband not soon enough. here i am at 21 walking out our relationship in a godly way, in a pure way, in a righteous way. something i didnt know was possible. that a man would love me for more than what i could GIVE him.
God is good. ima write a book. watch out.
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God's love IS the ultimate rescue from all danger past present and future! Thank you for sharing straight from your heart and soul, Aim. Parents are real people in real life with a journey.....isn't it amazing how God works us all through everything? We must trust and obey. Let's continue to live looking through the large windshied rather than the tiny rear-view mirror. Your Mama is so happy for you, proud of you and thankful to God for your choices and His direction! So much love to you always, my dear.
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